wait.

im feeling it again.
reminds me of the times when you're around.
i told myself once too many times.
i'd never be good.
i'd never be brave.
how the hell do i get rid of egos.
how the hell can i find that courage.
im not above nor below.
im who i am.
i have troubles i hide.
and emotions that i cry.
and im not always strong everyday and every time.
but i'll try to get it through,
i'll do just fine.
cant you see?
cant you feel?
we cant ask for the feelings that exist to stay or go.
but the feelings will tend to grow naturally on its own
and the feelings will "move" on its own.
but if the feeling stays, its just how we really feel.
it just wont go, cause i still feel, its still hanging around me.
cant expect anything much right now.
i guess i should be thankful/greatful of what i have now.
and treasure every seconds spent.