stop looking down on me fucker.

ok lets start proper.
its been a while since i last update.
im busy la.
& im STILL sick.came back from KL till now
im not fully recovery.
hopefully i dont die tomorrow or something.
look, its 2009.
but i dont feel like it.
lots of things happened.
some are just unforgettable.
in fact its still FRESH in my mind.
& i swear i miss those times.
those were the times i felt sincerely happy.
heeh.
i wish we could start all over.
any possibility?

its first week of school,
& i've problems ready.how?
sucha turn off mann.
booooooooooooooooooo!!!
there are some reasons
why i dont feel like going to school =(
oh & i told mom that i dont wana further my studies
in poly after ite.
i know deep down inside shes disappointed.
im truly sorry mom.

im gonna change job soon.
no more selling of chickens & disturbing customers.
gonna miss those situations & all.
BUT
i need a better job!
i want a better pay!
because i need money to do lots of stuff.
& furthermore i want to lighten my mom's burden.

& below are some of my so called ambitions
(i know it so not gonna happened)
-__________-

1st: becoming an undercover officer & catch those bloody criminals.
2nd: becoming a HSA officer & catch those bloody underage smokers!!!
& those people who are in possession of contra-band cigarettes!!!
3rd: becoming an officer whose duty is to CANE the prisoners!!!

the above are just angan-angan taik ayam.
LOL.

here's the real deal
my dream ambition
IS
to become a chef
& have my own stall/restaurant.

hopefully my dream ambition
will turn into reality.

its 7th JANUaRY.
someone has legally turned 18 today!
i would like to wish my dearest friend
HAPPY SMASHING 18th BIRTHDAY!

opppppppssssss.
sorry i grab your picture without asking.
dont be angry ok.
its your birthday!
hehe.

a note for you:
wish you all the best in everything you do!
wish you best of luck for your 'O's' this year.
most importantly have a blast on your big day yeah.
keep smiling & be happy.
dont lie to yourself & pretend.it'll hurt more.
face & overcome all your problems.i know you can.
be strong wokie!!!
i know you're one strong woman.
you're 18th.
you're no longer that little girl.
you're worth so much more ok friend=)
anything you can beepbeepbeep me oryte;)